August 2010
2 posts
some kind of simplicity
i think part of the reason i’m so attracted to the emotional and romantic aspects of relationships is because it gives me an intellectual rush. it makes me analyze and find symbolism in small actions and expressions of feelings. i overthink, but the overthinking, though usually rather exhausting, is part of the fun. i mean i’m overreacting now because i’m just overwhelmed by the...
gave head to some dude last night
was my first time. only further confused me in terms of sexual orientation. i don’t know if i liked it per se but it wasn’t awful. unfortunately i was on my period so i couldn’t have him reciprocate. to be honest though, i did it more in the name of “research” rather than lust or anything like that. also i was pretty wasted.
he was nice though. apparently he dumped...